I am just crawling into bed and thinking about how it probably wasn’t easy for you to call today and how you did it anyways.
So much of what you have gone through in life has been hard. So many things unfair. So many questions left unanswered or answered incomplete. There are times that you probably have felt so mad and other times so sad.
For all of this, I am sorry. Sorry you have had to carry more than your fair share of what someone should go through at such a young age.
I’ve always been inspired by you. By your kindness and dedication. I’ve missed you. Missed knowing how life is for you. Missed being there to support and love you.
I’m not sure if you remember it, but I loved you fiercely and always tried to show that to you. I will always love you.
When you are ready, I am always here.
Love you,
Jen
P.S. here is a picture from an epic battle we had at Jenga. We kept freaking out every time we wouldn’t make it fall. You were for sure that I would make it fall and then on your turn I was for sure that you would make it fall and we kept going and going until it was super tall. I’m pretty sure in the end you won…but it was a great memory!
